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I have not updated my blog for nearly a month. As of today, I have been keeping a dairy of my life for exactly a year. My articles, whether good or bad, have amounted to over 200. Looking back the tears and blood I have been through, I am chocked with strong emotions.
First of all, I should appreciate frustration and failure, which make me a determined man. In the fleeting days, like a machine, I worked day and night, to write, write and write. I write in order to make more cheap canaan gold. Nothing in this world could weigh more than writing in my heart.
Writing is to me what bread is to a hungry man, like a man who did not sell Rappelz Rupees. I have been striving desperately for the lofty goal I had set until now my greed for superiority and dignity is transformed into a hobby. I do learn a lot from my continuous efforts. Human being himself is a myth. A transient idea should foster a meaningful dream! I really hold great admiration for myself that I could hang on to my hobby for such a long time. In a long time, I have been busy, because I was lack of money.
Recently, I did less writing and thus wrote fewer articles, not because my will-power weakened as the time went by, but because I am tired. I have been tired about make sell flyff penya; I do not have the power to write because I thought that if I have enough online money, I do not need to make more. I need something relayed.
I just want to slow down my pace and lead a normal life, the one that is as leisurely as anyone else in my circle of acquaintances. I get up later, pay more attention to the cuisine, spend more time with my parents, and talk with my colleagues about the trivial things which I thought, was a waste of time.
Gradually, I regained the happiness I had lost. My nerve is not as tight as before. Writing is not the centre of my life. I need sunshine, entertainment and love. These are the elements that make up a meaningful life.
On the other hand, this does not mean I say goodbye to my articles. I will drop a few lines occasionally in my blog and entertain my friends. The year 2009 is on the way. I do not know what to expect the next year. My biggest wish is that I will be happier than now.
First of all, I should appreciate frustration and failure, which make me a determined man. In the fleeting days, like a machine, I worked day and night, to write, write and write. I write in order to make more cheap canaan gold. Nothing in this world could weigh more than writing in my heart.
Writing is to me what bread is to a hungry man, like a man who did not sell Rappelz Rupees. I have been striving desperately for the lofty goal I had set until now my greed for superiority and dignity is transformed into a hobby. I do learn a lot from my continuous efforts. Human being himself is a myth. A transient idea should foster a meaningful dream! I really hold great admiration for myself that I could hang on to my hobby for such a long time. In a long time, I have been busy, because I was lack of money.
Recently, I did less writing and thus wrote fewer articles, not because my will-power weakened as the time went by, but because I am tired. I have been tired about make sell flyff penya; I do not have the power to write because I thought that if I have enough online money, I do not need to make more. I need something relayed.
I just want to slow down my pace and lead a normal life, the one that is as leisurely as anyone else in my circle of acquaintances. I get up later, pay more attention to the cuisine, spend more time with my parents, and talk with my colleagues about the trivial things which I thought, was a waste of time.
Gradually, I regained the happiness I had lost. My nerve is not as tight as before. Writing is not the centre of my life. I need sunshine, entertainment and love. These are the elements that make up a meaningful life.
On the other hand, this does not mean I say goodbye to my articles. I will drop a few lines occasionally in my blog and entertain my friends. The year 2009 is on the way. I do not know what to expect the next year. My biggest wish is that I will be happier than now.